Way Back Into Love (Essie)

Chapter 861 I Don't Love You Anymore

The meeting between Jim and Nicholas was on this Saturday night.

Janice asked Nicholas to do something for her and help her fulfill her wish. As long as he did it, she

would be loyal to him.

"Professor Nicholas, thank you very much for curing Janice's disease," Jim said.

"I'm a doctor who likes to challenge. I'm good at research on genetic hereditary diseases." Nicholas

smiled, his silvery green eyes gleaming under the light.

"I heard from Janice that you came to China for a new research project?" Jim asked casually.

"Every research requires volunteers. There are a large number of population in China. I hope more

volunteers can join this research project," Nicholas said.

"Don't treat the patient as a little white mouse," Jim said flatly.

"My current research is not about them, but about the embryo. I want to extract DNA from the embryo

and then transplant it to the mother. So, it won't cause any harm to the patient," Nicholas explained

casually.

"I don't know much about medicine, but if this research can be successful, it will also be a progress in

the history of human medicine." Jim smiled.

"Margret agreed to be my volunteer. I wonder if Mr. Jing agrees or not," Nicholas asked slowly.

"No problem. It's her own business. Janice can make her own decision," Jim said.

"Mr. Jing, you don't understand what I mean. Since it's an embryo, it needs not only the female genes,

but also the male genes," Nicholas said.

Jim's brown eyes twinkled slightly, and a sharp light flashed quietly. "In that case, Professor Nicholas

can use other volunteers' first. After you succeed, we will carry out the experiment."

"Jim." Janice looked at him with pleading eyes, "I want to be the first one to test. After all, I'm not

young. If I wait too long, the quality of the eggs will decline."

"Janice, I haven't thought about it yet. Besides, this kind of test will take a long time, and it won't be

successful in just any minute," Jim said seriously and frankly.

"That's why I don't want to wait too long." Janice lowered her head, her thick long eyelashes drawing

the shadow of melancholy in her eyes.

"You won't be an elderly pregnant woman until you are thirty-five years old. There are still a few years

left. Don't worry too much. Let's talk about it then," Jim comforted her.

Janice winked at Nicholas. Nicholas smiled and said, "Mr. Jing, don't worry. It's just a donation of some

seeds. It's not a big deal."

A faint smile played at the corners of Jim's mouth. "I met Professor Nicholas today to express my

gratitude, not to talk about this topic."

Janice tightened her fingers under the table cloth, feeling very sad.

This time, she hoped that Nicholas could help her persuade Jim to donate the seeds, so that she could

have a baby with him at any time.

But it was obvious that Jim refused her. He didn't want to have a baby with her at all.

"Jim, I really hope to have a healthy baby with you. As long as I can have a child with you, even if I

can't get married, even if I can't be together with you, I won't regret it." A drop of tear fell from Janice's

eyes.

"Janice, let's talk about it later." A look of impatience appeared on Jim's face. He didn't like the woman

who was unreasonable. If it weren't for her identity as Janice, he would have left and wouldn't have sat

here to discuss such a boring topic with her.

Janice's heart was full of resentment, which was like a dark cloud.

Nicholas patted her on the shoulder and said, "Forget it. I don't think Mr. Jing is willing to do that. Let's

talk about it later. Let Mr. Jing go back and think it over. Maybe he will figure it out in two days."

Jim took a sip of wine and asked, "Professor Nicholas, how is Janice?" He changed the topic quietly.

"She's fine. I'm in China now and it's convenient for me to check her body every week. Make sure that

she is healthy enough to receive the embryo transplant operation at any time," Nicholas said.

Jim cast a glance at him and said, "Professor Nicholas, I'm glad that you care about Janice so much."

"It can be said that she was my masterpiece. There are so many volunteers, only she has passed the

dangerous period and successfully healed. So I have to make sure that she can be as healthy as

normal people," Nicholas said slowly.

"Professor Nicholas, with your care of Janice. I can rest assured." Jim's charming thin lips drew an

unfathomable arc.

Hearing this, Janice was shocked. A thief would always feel guilty. She was afraid that Jim would notice

the slightest trace of something wrong between her and Nicholas.

"Jim, what do you mean?" she asked immediately.

"I really hope that Professor Nicholas can stay in China for a long time. In this way, if you have any

problem, someone can help you." Jim's tone was implicit and meaningful.

"Mr. Jing, I'm just Margret's doctor. I can only cure her body. If she has mental illness, I can't cure her.

What she needs is your care," Nicholas said.

"Of course I care about her. Don't worry about that." Jim shrugged.

Nicholas picked up the red wine on the table, took a sip and said slowly, "I heard that something

happened to Mr. Jing's partner, Eva, and Mr. Jing specially went to Country M for her. You care about

her very much."

A cold light flashed through Jim's eyes. "Professor Nicholas, does it have anything to do with you?"

"Of course it has nothing to do with me. I just care about Margret. To a doctor, a patient is like a child.

Margret is my child. I don't want anything to affect her health." Nicholas pursed his lips and looked

serious.

"Professor Nicholas, thank you for your concern. This is the matter between Jim and me. We will

handle it well," Janice said immediately.

"He's not with you. He didn't know you were sick. Of course I should remind him," Nicholas said.

"Professor Nicholas, in fact, you don't need to hide too much. I can see through your mind at a glance."

With a sneer, Jim stood up and said, "Enjoy your meal. I'm leaving." Then he put the money on the

table and left.

"Jim!" Janice hurried out.

Nicholas looked at the backs of the two, a malicious smile flashing in his eyes.

Janice followed Jim out of the restaurant.

"Jim, did you misunderstand me?" She grabbed his arm.

"Did I?" Jim turned to look at her, "In fact, I think he is a good man. You should think about it."

"Professor Nicholas is a gay. He has a boyfriend," Janice said in a hurry. In case of any emergency,

she had already made up her mind.

Jim was shocked and turned around. "Is he a gay?"

"Yes, he only likes men, not women. How could you suspect that I have something to do with Professor

Nicholas?" Janice looked very sad, as if she had been greatly wronged.

Disappointment flashed across Jim's face. "Love is really regardless of anything. Recently, love

between same sex is popular. There used to be Alfred and Franklin, and now there is Nicholas. "

"A man doesn't get married when he is aged and there are no women around him. It must be

abnormal." Janice shrugged.

"What a pity!" Jim sighed.

Janice held his hand and said, "Jim, don't you know how much I love you? When I was in America, I

missed you every day. I missed you during the day and at night. You were everywhere in my dream. I

hope I can cure myself as soon as possible. I hope I can go back to see you and start over with you as

soon as possible. Now, I'm finally back and with you. But why do I feel that you've changed and your

heart seems to be farther and farther away from me?"

Jim held her shoulder and said, "Janice, let's take a walk by the river." He wanted to say something to

her.

Janice nodded and walked along the river with him.

Looking at the river bank at night, Jim decided not to lie to her, nor to himself.

"Janice, when I thought you were gone, I was sad for a long time and depressed. I felt that I would not

love you anymore." He paused, picked up a cobblestone and threw it into the river. Water splashed in

the river, and then returned to peace.

"Jim, what do you want to say?" Janice stammered.

"I always thought that I would not fall in love with anyone else except you, but later I met Eva. She was

a heaven pepper, with a strong spicy smell every day, and a bomb, which would explode at any time.

She is totally different from you. I was sure that she wouldn't be my type and I wouldn't like a woman

like her, but love is not something I can control."

Janice interrupted him before he could finish his words. She knew what he was going to say. She didn't

want to listen to him anymore.

She covered her ears and said, "Stop, Jim. I only know that you love me and I love you. That's enough.

I don't want to know what happened to you and what kind of woman you have dated. I don't care."

"Janice." Jim grabbed her shoulder and said, "I can't love you as before. It's unfair to you. You should

find someone who really loves you."

"Jim, your feelings to Eva is not love. You have spent too much time with her and have a little good

feeling on her. You've messed it up, okay?" Janice cried. Her internal organs were twisted. She loved This belongs to NôvelDrama.Org.

him so much. How could he do this to her? How could he fall in love with others?