The Mate He Hates

Amanda’s POV

Seated at the dining table having breakfast, my eyes met Alpha Edward’s. But I awkwardly looked away, swallowing hard as I focused on my food. The memories of yesterday kept replaying in my head. I couldn’t explain the sudden outburst or why I reacted the way I did. Something inside me was triggered, and it was beyond my control. Despite it being an angry sex, I couldn’t deny that I loved and enjoyed it. Just recalling it made me feel uncomfortable in my seat, and I hated it. I hated the strong pull this man had on me, despite how much I craved to hate him.

“Are you okay?” Levi asked, perhaps sensing my uneasiness.

“Yeah, yeah!” I cleared my throat, and my eyes met Alpha Edward’s again. He had a blank look on his face, but I could tell he wasn’t happy with my closeness to Levi.

We noticed footsteps approaching the dining area, and when I looked in that direction, I was surprised to see a familiar aged lady. I couldn’t remember her name, but I knew she was Levi’s mother and Alpha Edward’s aunt.

“Aunt!” Alpha Edward seemed excited to see her, and it was obvious from the way he called her.

She walked over to where he was seated and hugged him tightly. Watching them, I could see how he relaxed in her arms and closed his eyes. She seemed like his safe haven, and somehow, I was jealous. Which was ridiculous-she was his aunt, but I was his mate. I was supposed to be his safe haven! Christ, what is wrong with me?

Taking a sip of my water, I composed myself and watched them release from each other’s arms. A tear dropped from her eyes, but she quickly wiped it off and looked in Liam’s direction.

A big smile spread over her face as she moved over to where Liam was seated and placed a kiss on his forehead. “You must be Liam?” she asked, and Liam nodded. “Nice meeting you, Liam. You can call me Aunt Victoria, I’m uncle Levi’s mother and Alpha Edward’s aunt.” She introduced herself, and Liam smiled at her. For a moment, she kept staring at Liam with so much love in her eyes. Her eyes were glittering with tears, and it would only take some time before she burst out in tears.

Looking away from Liam, she looked my way, and a smile spread across her face. “Amanda, it’s nice meeting you.” She smiled, and I smiled back at her. Remembering her, I realized she wasn’t harsh to me during my worst periods, and I was grateful for that.

She moved over to Levi and kissed him on the cheek before taking a seat. “Why didn’t you tell me you were coming? I would have-”

“That wasn’t needed. I only told Matthew about my coming,” she said, and Alpha Edward nodded.

“Welcome back. I hope you are staying long this time,” Alpha Edward urged, and she smiled and nodded at him.

We all went back to our food while Alpha Edward talked to her. Looking at them, I could tell he really adored her like a mother. Seeing her had strengthened him, something I had failed to do.

Swallowing my discomfort, I continued eating until we were through, and I escorted Liam back to his room. He was okay and didn’t need any medication, although the doctors still hadn’t told us what was wrong with him. After tucking him into bed and making sure he was fast asleep, I left his room and decided to take some fresh air in the garden.

Strolling around the garden, I noticed a presence behind me. When I turned, I realized it was Alpha Edward’s aunt.

“Can I join you?” she asked, and I reluctantly nodded. She moved over to where I stood and stood beside me. For a moment, we didn’t say a word as we both kept staring at the blossom flowers.

“I’m so sorry for all he did to you,” she apologized, breaking the silence.

“Unfortunately, that could not take away the pain I felt, the torture I went through,” I said through gritted teeth, and I heard her sigh.

“There’s nothing you need to apologize for,” I said, trying to keep my voice steady. “What’s done is done.”

She looked at me with sadness in her eyes. “I know, dear. But seeing you now, I can’t help but feel responsible. Edward has always been… complicated, but he wasn’t always this way. I just wish I could have done something to prevent all of this.”

I turned away, focusing on a particularly vibrant flower. “It’s not your fault. People make their own choices.”

She sighed deeply. “You’re right. But it doesn’t make it any easier to accept. Amanda, you have every right to be angry. But I hope, in time, you’ll find a way to heal.”

I clenched my fists, feeling the weight of her words. Healing seemed like a distant dream. “I don’t know if I can ever forgive him,” I admitted, my voice barely above a whisper.

Aunt Victoria placed a gentle hand on my shoulder. “You don’t have to forgive him right now, or ever if you don’t want to. Just focus on taking care of yourself and Liam. You both deserve happiness.”

Her words brought a lump to my throat. “Thank you,” I managed to say, blinking back tears.

We stood in silence for a while, the only sounds coming from the gentle rustling of leaves and the distant chirping of birds. Despite everything, there was a strange comfort in Aunt Victoria’s presence.

“I should probably get back,” I said eventually, breaking the silence.

She nodded, giving me a small, understanding smile. “Of course. If you ever need someone to talk to, I’m here.”

I nodded and turned to leave, my thoughts a tangled mess. On my way to my room, I met Levi in the hallway.

“Just the right person I’m looking for,” he said with a smile and moved closer to me. “Would you love to go out? You, me, and Liam?”Belongs to (N)ôvel/Drama.Org.

I furrowed my brow. “Where?”

“A fair. You’ll love it,” he said, and I smiled. Attending a fair sounded nice, and Liam would be so happy to go.

“Alright, I’ll go get Liam ready,” I said to Levi, who nodded and left.

Reaching Liam’s room, I found him awake, so I dressed him for the fair. He was excited to go but kept asking if Alpha Edward was coming with us.

“Liam, Alpha Edward needs rest. He can’t join us,” I said, and Liam nodded.

“What about Father?” he said, referring to Matthew. He still thought Matthew was his father.

“He is really busy, but don’t worry, Uncle Levi is taking us,” I said to Liam, who shrugged. “Alright.”

After dressing up, we met Levi in the sitting room, waiting for us.

The fair was vibrant and lively, filled with the sounds of laughter and music. We wandered through the various stalls, played games, and enjoyed the rides. Liam’s face lit up with joy as he won a small stuffed animal at one of the game booths. Levi was exceptionally good with him, guiding him through the different activities and making sure he was having fun.

Watching them together made my heart swell. Levi seemed to have a natural way with children, his patience and kindness shining through. Every time Liam laughed or smiled, Levi’s face mirrored his happiness, and it made me smile, too.

We shared cotton candy, watched a puppet show, and even rode the Ferris wheel. When Liam got tired, Levi carried him on his shoulders, and Liam giggled the whole time. It was heartwarming to see them bond so effortlessly.

As the sun began to set, painting the sky with hues of orange and pink, we decided it was time to head home. Liam was sleepy but content, holding on to his new stuffed animal.

“Did you have fun?” Levi asked as we made our way back to the car.

“Yes! It was the best day ever!” Liam exclaimed, his eyes drooping with exhaustion.

Levi smiled and ruffled Liam’s hair. “I’m glad you enjoyed it, buddy.”

The drive back was peaceful. Liam fell asleep in the back seat, and I glanced at Levi, feeling a sense of gratitude for the day.

“Thank you, Levi. Today was wonderful,” I said softly.

He looked at me and smiled. “Anytime, Amanda. It was my pleasure.”

When we arrived at the mansion, Levi helped carry Liam out of the car and just as we arrived in the sitting room, we met alpha Edward with aunt Victoria. My eyes met with his, and I swallowed hard and looked away as a pang of guilt hit my chest despite knowing I didn’t do anything wrong.

“We went to a fair,” I announced, trying to clear any misunderstandings. I was glad Liam went with us, so Alpha Edward wouldn’t have to think much about it. But why do I care what he thinks?

“Let’s go,” Levi said, and I nodded, following him upstairs. Reaching Liam’s room, Levi helped me tuck him in. After tucking him in, we quietly left his room, both of us smiling at the sight of him sleeping peacefully.

“I’ll see you tomorrow,” Levi said, giving me a gentle kiss on the cheek before leaving.

I watched him go, feeling warmth in my chest, but then I thought of Alpha Edward and frowned. The look he gave me downstairs was a look of, “See what I mean?”

I knew I would never have anything to do with Levi, but why do I feel the need for him to believe me?

Feeling frustrated, I went into my room. It began raining heavily, so I had to close my window due to the intense wind. I lay on my bed, covering myself with the blanket.

Wrapped in the blanket, my thoughts drifted to Alpha Edward. Somehow, I wished I were in his warm embrace, his arms, which felt like the safest place in the world.

“Fuck!” I groaned and tossed around in bed, my mind a tangled mess of emotions. The rain continued pouring down, and I closed my eyes, trying to get some sleep. Suddenly, I felt uncomfortable, and I couldn’t explain why. Sitting up in bed, I frowned and decided to check on Liam. Upon reaching his room, I found him sleeping soundly.

Closing the door quietly, I wanted to go back to my room, but my feet directed me to Alpha Edward’s room. Reaching his door, I hesitated, wondering why I was there, but I couldn’t explain the force compelling me to go in.

Taking a deep breath, I pushed the door open. On entering, I found an empty room. My brow furrowed as I checked the bathroom, but he wasn’t there, and my frown deepened.

“Where could he be?” I murmured and left the room. In the sitting room, I met a guard. “Where is Alpha Edward?” I asked with unease.

“He is in the garden,” the guard explained, and I frowned. “Garden? But it’s raining so heavily.”

“He refused to leave the garden and ordered us to leave.”

“Damn you!” I grunted and walked out of the living room.

Without thinking, I dashed out into the rain, my feet pounding against the wet ground as I made my way to the garden. The cold raindrops soaked through my clothes instantly, but I didn’t care. All I could think about was Alpha Edward, alone, exposed and drenched.

When I reached the garden, I found him sitting in his wheelchair, drenched to the bone, his expression a mix of anger and pain. The sight of him like that tore my heart, but I forced myself to remain composed.

“What the hell do you think you’re doing out here?” I shouted over the roar of the rain, my voice trembling with a mix of anger and concern.

He looked up at me, his eyes piercing through the downpour. “What are you doing here?” he retorted, his voice equally strong.

“You’re going to catch your death out here!” I argued, taking a step closer. The rain continued to pour, drenching us both.

“Why do you care?” he spat back, bitterness lacing his words. “You seem to be having a wonderful time with Levi.”

“This isn’t about Levi!” I yelled, frustration boiling over. “This is about you being stubborn and reckless!”

“Maybe I prefer it this way,” he muttered, turning his head away.

I clenched my fists, feeling my temper flare. “Fine! Be as stubborn as you want! But I’m not leaving you out here!”

He glared at me, his eyes blazing. “You think you can just waltz in and out of my life, Amanda? You think your concern means anything to me now?”

“Damn it, Edward, I’m not doing this for fun! You’re sitting out here in the pouring rain like you have nothing to live for!” I shot back, my voice breaking. “You think you’re the only one who’s hurt? The only one who’s struggling?”

“You have no idea what I’m going through,” he snarled, his anger rising. “You have no idea what it’s like to feel useless, trapped in this damn chair!”

My heart ached at his words, but I refused to back down. “Then let us help you! Let us be there for you!”

He laughed bitterly. “Help me? You hate me, Amanda. You’re so caught up in your own hate, you are only caring for me because of Liam.”

“Don’t you dare,” I hissed, stepping closer, the rain soaking us both. “I’ve been trying, Edward. Trying to be strong for Liam, for myself, for you. But you keep pushing me away!”

“Maybe it’s because I don’t want you here!” he shouted, his voice echoing in the garden.

Those words hit me like a slap, but I refused to show it. “Fine,” I said, my voice shaking with rage. “But I’m not leaving you out here to drown in your misery!”

Before he could respond, I marched over to him, my frustration boiling over. Without thinking, I climbed onto his lap, the rain continuing to pour down on us. His eyes widened in surprise as I crashed my lips onto his, pouring all my anger, confusion, and desire into the kiss.

The kiss was intense and passionate, filled with a raw, unspoken emotion that neither of us could deny. His arms wrapped around me instinctively, pulling me closer as the rain continued to beat down on us. Our mouths moved hungrily against each other, tongues tangling in a desperate dance.

Edward’s grip tightened on me, his hands roaming over my soaked clothes, igniting a fire within me. I felt his desperation, his need, mirrored by my own. My fingers tangled in his wet hair, pulling him even closer, deepening the kiss.

“You’re such an idiot,” I growled against his lips, my voice filled with both anger and need.

“And you’re infuriating,” he shot back, his hands sliding under my shirt, lifting it over my head and tossing it aside.

I gasped as the cold air hit my skin, but his touch quickly warmed me. His lips trailed down my neck, leaving a burning path in their wake. My fingers fumbled with the buttons of his shirt, yanking it open and running my hands over his wet, muscular chest. The rain continued to pour, but it only seemed to heighten the intensity of our desire.

I shifted in his lap, feeling his arousal pressing against me, and a shiver of desire ran through me. Edward’s hands slid under my pajamas pants, lifting it down my knees and tossing it aside. I gasped as the cold air hit my skin, but his touch quickly warmed me.

“Why do you have to be so damn stubborn?” I muttered, my hands working to free him from his pants.

“Because you drive me crazy,” he retorted, his voice rough with desire.

I moved my hips, grinding against him, feeling his hardness through the thin fabric of my underwear. His hands found their way to my waist, gripping me tightly, guiding my movements.

“Damn it, Amanda,” he groaned, his voice thick with need. “You’re going to be the death of me.”

“Good,” I replied breathlessly, lifting myself just enough to pull my shorts and underwear aside. “Maybe you’ll finally realize how much I care.”

Without another word, I lowered myself onto him, gasping as he filled me completely with his Dick. The sensation was overwhelming, a perfect mix of pain and pleasure. We stayed like that for a moment, both of us breathing heavily, the rain continuing to pour around us.

“Move,” he commanded, his hands gripping my hips even tighter.

I obeyed, lifting myself slightly before sinking back down, setting a slow, torturous pace. Each movement was deliberate, designed to drive us both mad with need.

“Faster,” he growled, his fingers digging into my skin.

I complied, increasing my pace, our bodies moving together in perfect, desperate harmony. The rain soaked us to the bone, but it only seemed to heighten the intensity of our passion. Our skin slick and slippery, our breaths mingling in the cold air.

“Edward,” I gasped, feeling the tension build within me, each thrust pushing me closer to the edge.

“Don’t stop,” he ordered, his voice a mix of anger and need. “Don’t you dare stop.”

I had no intention of stopping. I rode him harder, faster, the intensity of our movements matching the storm raging around us. My nails raked down his chest, leaving angry red marks in their wake, but he didn’t seem to care.

“Damn it, Amanda,” he groaned, his head falling back against the wheelchair, exposing his throat to me.

Without thinking, I leaned forward, biting down on the sensitive skin, leaving hickeys. He responded with a growl, his hands tightening on my hips, bruising my skin.

“I hate you,” I whispered against his throat, even as I moved faster, feeling the climax building within me.

“Good,” he replied, his voice rough. “I hate you too.”

Our bodies moved together in a frenzied dance, each thrust pushing us closer to the edge. The rain fell harder, the sound almost scaring, but we were lost in our own world, consumed by the intensity of our need.

With a final, desperate cry, I felt myself shatter, the orgasm ripping through me with a force that left me breathless. Edward followed moments later, his release spilling into me, his body tensing beneath mine.

For a moment, we stayed like that, tangled together, the rain washing over us, our breaths mingling in the cold air. Then, slowly, I lifted myself off him, feeling the loss of his warmth immediately.

“Get inside,” I said, my voice hoarse from the exhaustion. “Before you catch your death.”

He looked up at me, his eyes softened just a bit. “Only if you promise to sleep with me tonight.”

I met his gaze, seeing the vulnerability beneath the anger. “Fine.”