Classic Novel
Chapter 0295
"She thinks it will make her look better." Neah replies, though she isn't looking at them. "Make herself look like a hero." "To make her look worthy of being an Alpha." Dane adds
"I tried." Tara whispers. "I tried so hard and..."
"It's not your fault." Ryken tells her. "So many people tried to help her. We cannot help those that don't want to be helped."
"SHUT UP!" Neah screeches and the entire room goes silent.
"Get her out of here!" Abraxas demands
"I've got her!" I mutter, "You stay here," I tell Dane and hoist Neah on my shoulder and charge out of the training hall.
"Put me down Damien." Her hands smack against my lower back as I carry her across the grounds. I really hope she doesn't shift. She would be able to rip my back apart in seconds.
"Not until we are back in the house." I mutter, locking my arms around her legs so she couldn't kick me.
"Damien!" Her tone is dark, I drop her on her feet as soon as we are inside and slam the door shut. Her eyes are a solid black as she stares back at
me.
"Get out of the way!"
“Neah,” I grab her face, forcing her to look at me, "Don't let her out. Think of your boys. They need you, they need their mother. You can't let her win." She stares back at me, a tiny hint of blue appearing around her eyes. "My babies need their mother." She whispers back
"Yes and Dane needs you and the Lycans need you."
She rubs her temples, closing her eyes. When they open again, they are back to their usual colour. "It's her isn't it. She is my darkness."
"We believe so." I have had my suspicions for a long time. Everyone's darkness is different and triggered by different things, but Neah's seemed to be her own Lycan spirit and Abraxas was certain of it. "Why did you tell her to shut up?”
"She keeps accusing everyone of being a liar. Telling me to kill them. Telling me not to trust them. Sometimes she talks when I'm trying to listen and...."
"The words blur into one dull noise?"
"Yeah. It makes it difficult to hear anything. How did you know that?"
"You were close." I had been silently keeping an eye on her since we first discovered that she was close to going Rogue. Every now and again she would discuss it or ask
questions, but mostly I had watched at a distance. And until today, I had never heard her shout at her Lycan.
She throws her arms up as she moves away from me. "How am I supposed to be an Alpha of Lycans when I can't even control what is happening in my head?"NôvelDrama.Org holds © this.
I can't believe I was even
considering it. But the asshole knew
a hell of a lot more about Lycans than did, especially those that are pure bloods. I can't believe I'm even considering asking for his help.
Neah's pacing the office when Abraxas raps his knuckles on the open door.
"Where's Dane?" I ask, glancing out into large hall
"Talking to the other Lycans." He replies, but his frown is focussed on a pacing Neah. "She's still close to the surface."
"Why do you think I'm still here?"
"Has she said anything?" He continues to watch her.
"She asked me if Nyx is her darkness and I told her." He finally looks at me. "How do we deal with it? How do we stop her Lycan from breaking her?" "We don't." He goes back to watching her movements
"Are you fucking mad?"
"You are not following me, Rogue. Her soul isn't like anyone else that I have met or come across. Maybe it's the bloodline, I'm still unsure. But what do know is that Neah@s the only one that can control her Lycan."
"I can hear you." Neah snaps
"It wasn't a secret." Abraxas smirks at her and I really wanted to punch him in the face.
She comes to a halt in front of us. Her hands on her hips as she drags her teeth over her bottom lip. "She doesn't control my abilities, does she?" "No." Abraxas answers
"But she only appeared when....." She trails off and her cheeks flame "And then everything else came around the same time. The smells, the hearing."
"If that were the case and she controlled that part of you, every Wolf and Lycan would have an inner spirit." He tells her.
"Right?!" She starts pacing again, "Can I bind her?"