Chapter 47
Chapter 47
As he sat there helplessly it finally dawned on Daylan that she did not run because she was shy, she rain because she felt humiliated.
He used her, he hurt her! He dumped and use her over and over again without considering her feelings, he had sex without without her consent as he remembered Faye unwillingness to touch him.
He covered her lips with his when she wanted to say No, he tamed her by bedding different women even in her presence.
Daylan wanted to kick himself badly, how could he pay her? Would she ever forgive him? "Bloody swine"! He cursed himself.
What happened to his self control? He hated himself more now as he headed to his car filled with regrets.
Two weeks later:
On Tuesday evening Daylan returned to Faye's apartment, relief swelled through when he saw her door opened. Every nerve of his body swelled with joy as he was stunned seeing her in her apartment.
"Faye open up" Daylan knocked loudly on her door.
"Faye..... please.....let me in" he begged softly still knocking at her door.
The door wrenched open revealing Faye, he walked straight into her room. A suitcase was casually standing close to where she stood with her hands crossed on eachother as she await his move, everywhere was quiet there was no music and the TV was off. There was no life in the apartment despite the heavy downpour and loud rumbling thunder outside, the weather was freezing cold but not as cold as the thick ice adound Daylan.
He allowed his eyes his eyes travelled over Faye as he longed to put his arms around her, not for his own need but ........for comfort? He knew she was hurting, he had hurt her, he could visibly see that there were dark bags under her eyes, she looked pale and thin.
Faye refused to look him in the eyes but she could tell he was in jeans and sweater has not Shave for the past two weeks she had last seen him, his eyes look Hallowed, he looked thin too.
She recalled the potent strength of his weight on her body, the delicious taste of his tongue on hers. His arousing finger inside her......
"Faye! iam so sorry, what I did was wrong....... Very wrong, you have every right to charge against me"
"What? Her head flung up as she quickly looked away because of the tortured pain etched in his handsome face, it tugged at the string of her heart to see Daylan taking blame for something they both enjoyed.
"You didn't hold me against my will, I should have walked out".
"Why didn't you warm me Faye?
She turned away, "how could she? When she has been consumed by her own need. Daylan's love making has been intoxicating, she had lost in the europhia of his expertise that she could not resist, greedily she wanted more and more.
Faye knew he was a foot behind her.
"Please leave Daylan"....
"Faye"
"I have sent my resignation letter to your email and to Anthony, I cannot work with you anymore".
"No Faye, please I need you......I cannot work without you, Daylan begged.
"You will get used to it, please don't make it more difficult Daylan"
"Faye please forgive me, accept my deepest apology" he knelt before her.
"I have done so many bad things to you, I have hurt you.......made you cry" he exhaled.
"Iam not engaged to SheeVah, I brought her to help me make you jealous"
What? She turned to him.
He swallowed convulsively as he nodded.
Faye immediately turned her back as she shut her eyes, "Daylan has really made a big fool out of her"
Tears brimmed in her eyes.
"Please leave Daylan"
She did not say a word until she felt his absence.
Gently she closed the door and slip into bed, she just lay there Starring at the ceiling.
She could not dare close her eyes because she could see Daylan handsome face smiling at her, Not did she want to remember the sex in his apartment.
How could she be so stupid? Why didn't she think of the repercussion? Now she is jobless.
She recalled how Daylan had put her hand around his shoulder, he had lifted her hands to his chest to caress him.
She shut her eyes for a painful seconds remembering the masculine body of his as she was about to explod when he lay over her. His chest pressed against her soft chest as they joined together........ perfectly.
Tears flowed down her cheek, she could never work for Daylan, and the best action was a clear break.
Daylan who was heartbroken sat down in his apartment remembering the pain and anguish he saw in her beautiful eyes, painful sensation rushed through him when she vehemently refused his request.
Could she ever forgive him?
Does he deserve her forgiveness?
What he has done was no doubt unforgivable, even though he had the chance, he allowed his lust overpowered his emotions and reasonings. Several times he had tried to take Faye out of his system, yet they all came back biting him hard in his ass, "how will he be able to make her forgive him? He wondered thoughtfully.
Just the thought of Faye moving in with another man almost made him go crazy, he would never allow such no matter how mad she is towards him. He has hurt her! Broken her! Published by Nôv'elD/rama.Org.
Daylan swore to go to the Moon and back to get Faye into his life again and this time forever.