Chapter 223 Her Sordid Past
Coopers words cut into Ava’s heart like a small knife.
Very carefully and evenly, Ava’s heart was cut into countless pieces until it fell off piece by piece.
Ava sat on the floor lost in thought.
The memories in her mind are still blurred, and she can’t tell where it’s true and where it’s not…
Is that really all she has with Noah’s past…
If she was only his mistress, then he had no feelings for her at all, right? The reason for being a mistress is just that she looks like the person he really loves…
But how in the world could someone be so cruel as to completely disregard abandoning themselves even though they are pregnant?
that’s her own flesh and blood!
Nina was also easily captured by his heart…
How could he let Nina down when the boy liked him so much?
How sad Nina would be if she knew she was considered a sinner by her father before she was even born.
She had just kindled some kind of fire in her heart, like a seed that had gone through a whole cold winter and been eroded by storms for a long time, and suddenly one day was awakened by a warm spring rain, and then that seed sprouted upward with hope and effort just to see the world outside, and then at this moment another cold downpour interrupted the sprouting sprouts viciously without leaving a single chance.
Ava is the seed, she just wanted to reach out to Noah, but Noah hit her hard, shattering all her illusions about the future.
Noah looked at Ava’s desperate deep emotions, he was equally hard, he looked at Ava’s cold eyes, his heart was in pain, the eyes were so desperate, and this desperation was brought to her by him.
Noah wanted to try to explain something, but he didn’t know what to say and where to start, because what Cooper said was mostly true…
He had tried to find Ava, only at that time she was so well taken care of by Cooper that he really thought that she was dead.
Until we met again five years later, knowing that she had lost her memory, Noah felt that this was a chance for God to give him a fresh start, not realizing that when the scars of the past were uncovered, they only hurt more…
Looking at Ava’s desperate and painful feelings now. His remorse for the past deepened again.
” Ava, listen to me, I will explain to you clearly…” Noah does not want to just give up, he wants to make some attempts, after all, now he is truly like to redeem Ava, save everything he has done.
Five years. Five whole years, God knows he misses her every day, no woman can be in a position to arouse his desire.
Not even for Karen…
If he didn’t really and truly want to get her back, why would he appear beside him?
It is a pity that Ava does not know it yet and does not give him the opportunity to express it.
“No, don’t say or do anything, just leave me alone, okay?”
This day, there were too many changes, from her ambiguous mood that was indefinable from the beginning, to the glimmer of dependence she felt for him, to the desperation she feels for him now.
Ava just felt like the world had turned upside down. In the end, Ava resisted him coldly, her eyes still so desperate, she looked like this, Noah looked heartbroken.
Ava eventually staggered to her feet, paying no further attention to anyone. Confused, she walked to her car.
Noah wanted to go after him, but, he didn’t.
Because, he didn’t want to force her to accept himself as forcefully as before…
When she says to calm down, he listens.
Even if the wait will be hard, he will listen…
Noah kept watching Ava drive away, the pain in his heart still can’t be relieved…
The next second he turned around sharply and looked at Cooper, who was still sitting on the floor, and no one would stop him anymore, so he walked over.
When he got to Cooper, he reached out and pulled Cooper up without saying a word, and Cooper was a little surprised. But in the next second, Noah punched Cooper in the face again, without any mercy.
Cooper had already been hit by him all over the body, and before he could react, Noah’s second punch came again, and suddenly his face was hot, and his eyes were sparking with gold.
Cooper immediately reacted without Ava stopping…
If you don’t fight back, you’ll turn into a pigs head in a few minutes, so you can’t care about the wound on your face and you’ll hit back quickly.
The two big men have no concern for the image of the big fight in this public. The pedestrians next to the dumbfounded, are gathered around to watch, not how beautiful the fight, beautiful is the two faces. Look at the two dress are not expensive, next to the two luxury cars parked next to the estimate is also the two no doubt, just two people do not care about the image of crazy fist, two peoples suits also torn, two people did not stop the meaning.
Noah was never like that, but now he s mad as he ll and really wants to kill Cooper!
“Why say it, you know how much it hurts her!” Noah yelled as he kicked Cooper down on one side and continued to kick him hard on the other!
He didn’t understand why Cooper was doing this.
He likes her too, doesn’t he?
So even though he knew that everything that had happened was the most painful memory for him and Ava, he didn’t expect that Cooper, who loved Ava so much, would spill everything when he lost her!
“You dare to do still afraid of me to say it, now you know to feel sorry for her, when she saw you holding Karen, and desperate with a big belly to jump into the sea when you where people!” Cooper replied with the same anger, he did not want to say those words to hurt Ava, but now it is Noah forced him to…
But it has to be said that the phrase, Cooper served it’s purpose…
Because Noah’s fist stopped.
He couldn’t fight any longer.
In his life, the most painful, the most regretful, than Ava jumped into the sea that incident.
All his life he thought he was right, but only in this case, he knew he was wrong. Absolutely wrong. No excuses.
He had hurt her badly.
And now what qualification, to question Cooper it…
In the end, he gave a hard push and let go of Cooper, saying to Cooper “My last friendship to you, only here, if you hurt Ava… again I will make you, and all the people you care about, disappear from this world.” His words are not a threat but a fact that is about to happen.
Cooper, whose face was already covered in bruises, shuddered.
Had to see him off…
But everything, it has been worth it.
He will not hurt Ava again, because she will definitely come back to him…
The midday sun, so scorching and dazzling, is warm and lazy.
Nina is sunbathing joyfully on the balcony. Happily humming a little song.
Just because, today, Ava is going out with Noah!
Although she didn’t know what happened between them adults! But she knows that Noah did!
He really is amazing!
Next time, she must meet and ask him in person how he did it.
Does it all have something to do with those few hairs of hers?
Noah simply became out of this world in her mind, and a few hairs were all it took to get him and her mother together.
Is it hard to make a charm?
But what the heck, as long as her mom is with Noah, she’s happy and doesn’t want anything else.© 2024 Nôv/el/Dram/a.Org.
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The door to the living room was opened. When Ava returned home, it was as if her soul had been taken away.
The servant took her coat, she was in a trance and did not say a word.
The whole face was also expressionless, surprising the servant, who asked her if she was unwell.
Instead, Ava ignored everyone, went straight to her room, closed the door and locked it. Closed herself in a small space.
Now she just wants to be alone in peace and quiet…
Actively isolate yourself from the outside world, not wanting to hear anything more about yourself.
She used to feel that she didn’t want to dig up her memories because it was best to be able to grasp the present.
But when she heard what she used to be like…
Her heart, almost lynched itself.
How can she be so lowly with her past.
wasn’t she his mistress? And why did she fall in love with him?
She doesn’t hate Noah, she doesn’t hate Cooper, she just hates herself.
It’s just that you don’t have money, why do you want to sell your body?
What kind of person was she in the past.
But whatever the reason, it doesn’t matter, for her right now.
All she knew was that her past was dirty, so dirty that it was unforgivable.
So, she just wants to be alone. No need to face anyone anymore. Alone and not hurt anymore…
When you are sick, there is medicine that can cure you, but when your heart is broken, how can you cure it? At this moment, even if Ava had medicine, she probably wouldn’t want to save herself. She looks like a walking corpse, but in fact, she has a lot of thoughts in her head.
From what she heard about her past from Cooper to everything she could remember, she began to doubt, to question all of these things because she hoped none of it was true…
She desperately doubts herself and the world.
Use all your strength and curl up in the corner of the room so that you feel a little more secure.
There is no one left beside her to lean on anymore…
She, and only she, has herself.
At this moment, in her mind, she was fantasizing about the unbearable self of the past.
I saw myself who was Noah’s mistress for the sake of money, the one who had feelings for him but was treated as a substitute, the one who jumped into the sea with a big belly…
Too much, too much, and all she saw was the past as well as the devastated images in it. It was incomplete, but it left her speechless.
She doesn’t trust anyone now, not Noah, not Cooper.
She wonders what Noah’s purpose is in coming back to her after five years.
But good for her to take her in Cooper is really like her, she does not know it…
There was a contrast between the gentle Noah of an hour or so ago, and the different Noah that Cooper had told her about.
Ava was so disillusioned that she didn’t even dare to believe in men’s words anymore, and didn’t dare to look forward to the future.
Even Cooper doesn’t believe it.
Half an hour later, Nina came out from the balcony after having a snack, and the servant came over to report to her, “Little Miss, Miss has just come back. But she doesn’t look right, she doesn’t answer anything we say. Why don’t you go check it out?”
Ava is usually docile and good to them, the servants, so they are naturally worried about her.
But their words made Nina puzzled…