Chapter 42
In no time, my sweatshirt is pulled up away from me as he flings it away on the ground, leaving my bare and naked breast exposed to him. His hands finds my right boobs and he squeezes it gently.
I was hot all over that i couldn’t even stop him. It felt so right, yet so wrong. My hands reached out for his pant and i begin to fumble with it as i slipped my hand into his boxer, taking his full length into my hand.
He pulled me up on my feet. He hoisted me up to his waist, straddling him with my hand on the back of his hair as we made it to the stairs. He took me down the hall, his lips not leaving mine.
We stopped in front of his door and he pulled it open, walking inside and then shut it back.
He carried me over to the bed and dropped me gently on the soft mattress.
His lips claimed my lips again and i reached out for his t-shirt. I pulled it over his head and throw it across the room.
In no time, his pants goes down along with the t-shirt, leaving him in only his boxer.
He reached for my sweatpant and pulled it down my legs, throwing it on the floor. Leaving my fully naked as his lips come in contact with my neck.
He kissed the sensitive spot on my neck as he whispered sweet nothings to me.
I moaned in ecstasy as his fingers raced down to my thighs, parting my legs.
At that moment, everything was forgotten, all the fights, quarrels, the questions i have to ask him.
The only thing on my head right now was to have him buried deep into me.
His fingers finds my clitoris and he begins to rub it. He inserted two fingers into me causing me to moan out his name.
He thrusted his finger into me gently and i could feel my wetness.
He reached for my lips and captures it with his.
“Alex”I moaned
“Do you want this baby?”He asked
All my senses comes rushing back to me immediately and i remember what I’d once decided.
I’d never be the girl who Alex would have like any other girl. I was worth more than that.
“Alex…. this…. is wrong”I choked out and he immediately stops his assault in my pussy.
“Liv……”Còntens bel0ngs to Nô(v)elDr/a/ma.Org
“This is wrong Alex, we can’t do this”I managed to say as i got up and wrapped the duvet around my naked body. I immediately took my clothes and spun on my heels. Running out of the room.
I pull the door to my room open and immediately lock it as i ran into the room.
I collapsed on the floor and began to cry for some unknown reason.
Why did i embarrass myself that much?
After letting fresh foreign tears roll down from my eyes, i stood up and went into the bathroom.
Why am i even crying for something i want so bad?
I’m crying because i want it so bad, it’s so wrong but it feels so right.
I slipped into the bathtub and let the hot water consume me as thoughts of my make out section rewinds in my head.
After about what felt like forever, i finally got out of the tub. I went back into the room with a towel wrapped around my body.
I dried my hair and then wore a simple white camisole with pink shorts.
I lied down on the bed, facing the ceiling. My thoughts were filled with stupid thoughts about Alex.
What if i hadn’t stopped him? would we have…… had sex?
I was beyond embarrassed with my self.
I woke up the following morning. I don’t even remember falling asleep.
I got up from the bed and rushed to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and took my bath. I was in a hurry in order for me not to bump into Alex.
I don’t think i can handle any drama this morning.
After taking my bath, i dried off my wet body and went back into the room with a towel wrapped around me. I went into my closet and selected the outfits I’ll be wearing.
I decided to go with all black today. I dried my hair and put on my underwear. I wore a black polo shirt with a black jacket, black joggers and a black converse. I didn’t bother applying makeup as it is i never really liked makeup, i only applied it because of my stupid friends who kept bugging me to.
I grabbed my bag from the bed and left the room. I ran down to the living room. Thankfully there was not sign of Alex.
I grabbed my keys from the table and left the house.
It was chilly outside from all the rain which i don’t even remember falling.
I scampered over to where my car was parked and immediately unlocked it. I got into the vehicle and turned on the heater.
I drove out of the building and in no time, i was on my way to school. I have never been a reckless driver but today i think the police will be giving me a red car if they catch me with the kind of speed i was moving with.
I pulled into an empty space at the parking lot and left the car. I slammed the door shut and locked the car as i began to walk towards the massive building.
I made my way down the hall to find Zoey already waiting for me by my locker.
“Hey girl”She smiled and pulled me to a hug.
“Hey”I said dryly.
“What’s up, why do you have that look on your face?”She asked.
“I’m just tired”I lied. I don’t even have the strength to be talking about Alex right now.
“Oh sorry, what did Alex do this time?”She asked.
“Why do you guys always think that my feelings or emotions always has something to do with Alex, Just so y’all know, i and Alex have nothing in common, we’re just friends and nothing more will be coming out of that friendship, the sooner you get that the better”I flared.
“Huh? what are you saying? I only asked if Alex did something to trouble you, how does that relate with relationship and all the bullshit you just said?”She grimaced.
“Um…. I’m sorry…… I was just…… I don’t know”I scrunched my nose.
“Do you wanna talk about it?”She gave me a concerned look.
“Talk about what?”I asked in confusion.
“Whatever is bothering you”She said.
“I don’t know, everything is just fucked up Zoe”I said as i faced my locker. I pulled it open and took out my books and then shut it back.
“Hey…. You know I’m here for you to talk to whenever and for whatever reason”She gave me a reassuring smile and i smiled back weakly.
“It’s okay Zoe…. I’m fine, you don’t need to work yourself up for me, I’m good”I told her as we made our way to the classroom.
“Are you sure?”She questioned.
“I’ve never been more certain”I lied, i know it was obvious I’m lying but I’m glad she didn’t push it.
We went to class and settled down for literature.
After class, Jane, Zoey, Justin and i assembled at the cafeteria for lunch.
“Hey give me that!”Jane squealed as she was dragging her food with Zoey.
“Will you guys just split it and stop the drama already”Justin said and they both shot him a nasty glare.
“Sorry”He shrugged and continued with his food, ignoring them.
“Will you guys just stop being childish!”I yelled, already getting annoyed with their childish behavior.
“Tell Zoey to get her hands off, it’s mine, she knows how much i love fries and she took the last piece”Jane grumbled.
“And how’s that my business, i was the one who bought it so it’s mine”Zoey said.
Just the way they fight over silly things, cranks me up.
“Hey look what you’ve done!”Zoey yelled and i turned back to look at them. Zoey’s clothes was stained with Ketchup.
She didn’t look friendly at all.
“I’m sorry”Jane said as she let go of the fries. I couldn’t help but laugh.
“What’s funny?”Zoey furrowed her eyebrows.
“Just look at your face, you look like an overripe tomato”I kept laughing.
“This isn’t funny Liv”She scowled.
“I never said it was, it’s hilarious”I laughed.
“Laugh all you want”She scoffed as she stood up.
“Didn’t I tell you guys to stop? Now you’ll go home with a Ketchup designed shirt”I laughed harder.
“I don’t have anything to say to you right now”She frowned and spun on her heels, exiting the cafeteria.
“She’s just too stubborn, i kept telling her to let go of the fries”Jane said with a mouthful of fries in her mouth. I raised my eyebrows at her as i took in her appearance.
Is she fucking serious?