Its Too Late To Forgive

Chapter 95: 93. WILL YOU EVER FORGIVE ME

"I don't care Kevin. That's why I have called you here. Cindy deserves justice. Not because she was my courted woman but because she was a human being and no human being should be treated like this by some rich people."

"OK let me think about something.. "

Kevin sat down on the couch. Took the wine bottle and poured a glass full of wine and gulped in one go. This is going to the worse night of his life, he thought.

After thinking for around 10 minutes, he came up with an idea.

"Henry we can do one thing. How long do you want Bella to stay in the prison?

6 months ... 1 year ... 2 years ??"

"No... no... not so much.... just 6 months. That's enough for my baby to be in a place like that."

"6 months then.

We won't file a case against Bella but.. But.. we won't reveal this to anyone either. Not even to her family. OK

As you must be knowing that It's going to be a long weekend after 2 days right."

Henry nodded as he listened to his friend very carefully.

"We shall get Bella arrested tomorrow and after 2 days we will shift Bella to the prison. As far the trial is concerned then we can tell her family that it was done under special circumstances as gang rape is a big crime and was handled directly by the authorities.

No one will doubt that.

Bella will be in prison within 2 days and as there won't be any legal filing on Bella's name then she will not be considered as an ex convict at all as there won't be any records on her name plus...

... plus.. Brandon won't be able to do anything for her release as no lawyer will be able to find her case file plus after knowing that I fought to throw her in the prison, no lawyer will dare to stand against me.

What say?

And Now about rest of the things, then I don't have any solution for them."

"I know what I have to do with that."

"And what are you planning Henry?"

"I will erase all her identity and once she is out of the prison, we will not stay in City A anymore. She won't be facing anyone again. I will take her with me to US and we will get married as soon as we reach there. She will have a new identity and she will continue her studies there.

As far as Evans are concerned getting her married with someone else and about other young masters, I will make sure nothing like this happens.

I will hit Evans business so badly that they will get busy in saving their business and I will let the entire society know my words that if anyone who tries to save Bella will directly face me. And...."

"And no-one will dare to do that! No one in their personal or their professional life wants to be your enemy Henry.

No woman is worth sacrificing their business, money, fame and wealth."

Kevin continued Henry's lines.

"Yea.... that way nobody will come between me and my baby girl."

Henry who was over confident of his decisions never thought for once that things might not go according to his plannings.

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Back to Kevin's office -

"Kevin control yourself. Tell me what is in this pen drive.?"

"How can I control myself?

I consider myself as the top most lawyer in this world but I was so stupid to come up with that idea of mine back then.

I threw Bella into the prison without any file work and that was the reason why Brandon could never reach her. Because my name was involved that's why no lawyer even looked at this case. If anyone would have seriously seen through this case then Bella would have been out of prison long back without any problem.

But people were scared of me and ofcourse Henry Jackson."

Carson didn't say a word. He knew how they all screwed up big time.

"Ufff.....

Well this drive contains few videos and plenty of photographs of Bella which I think Henry must watch. This is just a small trailer of what Bella faced in the prison for 4 years because of our stupidity.... my stupidity.

After knowing that all the evidences and videos were deleted from the survillance cameras of the prison, I went and paid the telecom and cyber crime department in millions and was able to retrieve few

of these videos which were sent from warden's phone to one particular number.

These things arrived few hours back only and regarding that number, it was a non registered number. I mean it had a fake ID with fake residential address.

But I think for time being atleast we have something in our hands."

Kevin closed his eyes as he spoke,

"Bella suffered a lot. These videos are real evidence of one's inhumanity and bestiality.

You know what Carson..."

Kevin almost rose from his office chair and leaned towards his office table as he spoke ,

"I don't know... for the first time in my life I don't know what to do!

I want to give this pen drive to Henry and I want him to see what Bella has gone through so that he understands the reason why she ran away from him... from us.., from this place but ....

But I also know by doing this I am going to break him completely. I know he won't be able to stay sane and he might harm himself or destroy himself by any possible means.

And on the other hand if I don't show him these then he might never understand Bella which won't be fare on her part.

We all have already made her suffer her alot and now it's time to understand her."

Carson didn't say anything further. He took the pendrive and placed it in his laptop to make a copy of it which he will upload in another pendrive and hand it over to Henry. Kevin wanted to keep a copy by himself for any emergency if at all there is any.

The contents of the pen drive was copied into Carson's laptop. As Carson was about to open one of the file which contained videos, Kevin put one of his hands on the back of Carson's hands,

“I remind you, you’d better be mentally prepared.”

Carson was stunned for a while but seeing Kevin's expression he really thought can the contents be really so terrible?

Carson opened the video with a face of unbelief. Nothing happened at first. Suddenly, Carson eyes opened widely and he couldn’t help trembling with anger when he saw the image inside the videos and exclaimed,

“What the fuck is all this?”

He pointed to the video that was playing on his laptop.

"This is just the beginning.”

Kevin said indifferently. His reactions were nothing different from what Carson has right now when he also first saw the videos. Carson remained quite while watching rest of the videos. He switched them off after watching hardly for 4 minutes. He knew he can't watch more. Tears were now flowing from his eyes.

In the quiet room, two big men didn’t know what mood they were in before they finished only watching the videos for hardly 4 minutes. None of them could watch further than that but they knew things would have worst if they watched further.

Kevin handed a cigarette to Carson and asked him to have a smoke. Carson immediately reached out and took the cigarette that Kevin handed over, lit it, took a hard breath, and spit out a large puff of white smoke before he softened on the back seat,

“Destroy it.”

Kevin’s hand holding the cigarette trembled and then he took a casual puff and put it out in the ashtray.

“I’m afraid, I can not do that.”

“He can’t see this Kevin. He will go completely crazy.”

It couldn’t be clearer who “he” meant. After watching these videos only for a while Carson was beyond shocked then he can't even imagine what will happen to Henry when he watched them.

"Carson Do you really think that without his request, I would spend a lot of time and manpower to find these images?

Frankly Bella really was never anyone important to me except just an acquaintance and yes ofcourse as she was Henry's fiancée she would have been like my sister in law.

You really think that Henry stopped his search for these videos? If not me then I am sure he would have even digged by the dead warden's grave and found these videos."

"When Henry entrusted me in finding these evidences, I was sure that he loves Bella more then himself and at a point even I was guilty about my suggestion so I took this as a challenge and continued to look for these videos.

But I did not expect that the search would last for years.

In the first year, I realised that I couldn’t find this thing at all. I never thought about giving up, Carson, do you know why? “

Kevin did not continue to say. He took another cigarette from the cigarette case and took a puff, before dropping his eyes on Carson's face,

“Because I have never seen the great Henry Jackson begging me humbly, so lowly for a single evidence.”

He flicked the soot,

“I couldn’t find it in the first year, and Henry didn't push me as he himself told me once that any kind of evidence related to Bella or Miss. Cindy Anderson was hard to find.

When Henry said this, he knew in his heart that the people behind all of this were not easy to deal with.

In the second year, I still could not find anything but Henry always looked at me with hope. Carson, when Henry never gave up then how could I!!" All text © NôvelD(r)a'ma.Org.

He pulled out the pen drive from Carson’s laptop,

“I’ve been looking for these things for two years. In the past two years, it was like Bella only, vanished without any trace but....

..... but now I found it…

.... so Is it possible to say, that .... even Bella will show up soon too?”

"You really want to show this to Henry?”

Carson raised his head and looked at Kevin who was standing against the light. He couldn’t see Kevin's expression clearly but he saw him nod his head.

He stood up suddenly,

“Okay, I’ll accompany you.”

No one knows how Henry will react after seeing all these. Both of them went to Jackson Mansion together.

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Study - Jackson Mansion

Inspite of there being three men in the study, not a single voice of them could be heard. The only sound that was coming was from the videos that was playing in Henry's laptop.

Three men, two of them were leaning against the corner of the desk with their arms folded neatly infront of their chest, the last one who was retching with alcohol smell and had bloodshot eyes was sitting on his desk, staring at the computer screen kept on it.

Creak… click...

The sound of jaw and teeth clenching could be heard clearly. Carson and Kevin, who were standing next to Henry might be looking unconcerned about everything that was going on but in reality they were very concerned about the every move of the person behind the table, even every subtle expression. Not even for once they raised their heads and looked at Bella in the video.

( refer to chapter 26 for minor details)

Warden's voice was clearly heard when she entered the hall where Bella was decorated as the Christmas tree.

"Merry Christmas..... Let celebration begin. Nobody should leave dissatisfied. You must make use of all the holes in the room..... including mine."

She giggled while speaking.

"Oh ya, I almost forgot. The Christmas gifts are under the tree."

The warden said while pointing on his Bella.

"Please gentlemen collect your gifts first."

Henry saw how various men plucked the condom packets which were sewed on Bella's body and raped her repeatedly.

Tear skipped his eyes but still Henry continued to watch the videos.

His second video started. It was the same room where he used to make love with Bella when she was in the prison.

He saw how Bella was tied on the half broken metal table and how some old man came with the pillars and inserted them inside her vagina. For few seconds Henry couldn't understand what was going on but then his face became pale and lost all its colour as he saw gush of blood coming out of Bella's vagina and soon some broken pieces of flesh and bones were removed. Bella was crying and screaming for her unborn child.

She was protesting with all her strength but still in the end she was unable to save her child, their child.

Carson tried to stop Henry from watching further but Henry didn't move from his place and third video started where his Bella entered a big hall which was holding a dinner party of more than 12 men for something which was not clear to him. Just then he heard the warden saying,

"The guest of honor, gentlemen. Happy 21st birthday Bella darling."

( refer to chapter 37 for minor details)

Now he understood that this was Bella's 21st birthday party. But he couldn't understand why was Bella dressed up like this and within seconds he saw how Bella started riding on one of man's dick. She was moaning and screaming for more.

Carson and Kevin couldn't not hear all this and lowered their head further.

Then Henry saw a familiar face and that was Ricky A, the owner of Club Wild Hunt, same club where he once found Bella. Same club where Cindy was raped. He saw how each and every 11 men raped Bella for more then 12 hours. The clipping was not that long but the clock displaying on the top was quite evident of the time range.

Henry almost jumped from his chair with anger when he saw how Bella dragged her battered body towards the balcony and jumped from it. He looked at Carson and forwarded the event and asked him to see it.

After seeing it and seeing the places where Bella was injured they were sure about the reason behind that hideous scar on her forehead along with her loss of vision in one of the eyes and her Malunion broken legs.

Last video that Henry watched before Kevin removed the main supply was how without giving any anaesthesia, Bella's kidney was removed from her body and how her body was trembling with pain and eventually she passed out.

Henry stared at the blank screen for a long time, his face turned blue and looked pallid, his lips were extremely pale and were pressed tightly together.

What are this?

Why did things turned out to be like this??

What he wanted was just 'to teach her a little lesson', but he himself pushed her to death!

The woman in these videos was only screaming and begging to be free but everyone around her seemed deaf exactly the way he was when he raped her for the first time in the car. What was the difference between them and him? He wondered !

His hands were trembling and he couldn’t even hold the mouse button. He wanted to watch the remaining video and the images but Kevin and Carson stopped him from doing so.

“Don’t look at them anymore.”

Carson couldn’t stand it and spoke firmly. But Henry seemed to be unable to hear it at all. He wanted to start the video again and watch further.

“Don’t look! Don’t torture yourself anymore!”

Carson roared. Henry's face was pale but was stubbornly trying to switch on the button but Kevin was continously stopping him from doing so. Carson couldn't bear it anymore. With a “bang”, his fist hit the desk hard.

“Henry, don’t look at it! She is already gone. It’s been two years since she left! Two years, you don’t even know where she is, even if you drill a hole in the computer by watching further, what’s the use! Tell me?"

Carson’s original intention was that he didn’t want Henry to continue watching the video but what he didn't expect was that his words will backfire. His words produced the most indescribable pain in Henry's heart.

Two years! That woman has gone for two years, but still there was no news for her from anywhere.

She really doesn’t miss him anymore. Subconsciously he could still hear the woman’s depressed and painful cries and pleading from the video which were now continously echoing in his ears.

Finally, he was defeated! He couldn’t help it anymore, he suddenly covered his face with his hands and let out a depressive growl.

Carson’s complexion changed and he immediately took out the tranquilizer from his pocket. He followed Kevin here, just for fear that the man in front of him would lose control of his emotions. That's why he was well prepared before hand.

Suddenly Henry spoke,

“That’s right… what did I give her?

Only pain, pain and more pain.

Why would she stay by my side?

Hahahahahaha..

hahahaha…

My fault,.... my fault... all my fault…”

The man murmured,

“I am guilty...... I am guilty...... it is all my fault....., it is all…”

He seemed as if he was out of his mind and speaking in semi conscious state.

Carson's face was solemn and he no longer hesitated. The needle in his hand plunged neatly into the flesh of the man who was lying on the table.

“Hmm…”

The man’s body became stiff, his back stretched and stiff and a few seconds later, he suddenly softened and became limb.

Kevin's eyes flashed with looks of unbearably pain. His eyes were red and he turned his head to the other side and couldn’t bear to look at Henry again.

“I told you before that this thing should be destroyed. Are you satisfied now?”

Carson vented out all his anger on Kevin.

“THE FAMOUS HENRY JACKSON IS COMPLETELY BROKEN!"

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Present time at the Bar -

Henry was lying on the floor with his eyes closed and head leaning on the couch. Kevin and Carson went close to him and tried to carry him but just then Henry opened his eyes and looked at both of them.

" Hiii guys... when did you come?"

Henry asked with a broad smile. Then he looked at the young Bell boy to whom he was showing Bella's photographs earlier.

"Look these are my best friends. They promised me to find my baby girl for me."

He spoke in a childish way and then looked at Carson and Kevin.

"You promise na?"

"Ofcourse we promise."

Said both of them in a unison. Henry giggled hearing them as if he has found his missing candy. Both of them helped him to stand and then helped him to his car. Martin had already parked his car infront of the gate and was waiting for the three men to arrive.

After they settled Henry inside the car they both left once Martin assured them that Henry would be safe.

Martin made Henry, who was in a deep slumber, lie on his bed and took out his shoes. With help of Mr. Shaw they changed his clothes and placed sober up soup next to his bed, which was prepared by Mr. Shaw. Its been his routine now to prepare this soup daily for his young master. They also kept analgesic tablet for Henry's post alcohol headache and left.

After few hours Henry woke up with a bad headache. He searched for his tablets and took them. He then picked up the soup and drank it completely. For him also this had become his routine. After sobering up a bit he got up and took a good cold bath and came out of his bathroom in a robe.

Once the owner of a killer body was now looking weak and shattered. Henry had lost his weight drastically in last 2 years. He hardly ate anything. What he eats now was only 1 glass of soya milk and few glasses of water in the morning and at night he would daily fill his stomach with so much of alcohol that he start vomiting blood.

He went to his bar, took a deep breath and poured himself glass of red wine. He then took his glass and came and stood infront of the same French window through which the gate

of the Jackson Mansion was visible.

He knew he made plenty of mistakes in the past but why things turned out like this he couldn't understand. He still had to find plenty of answers to his questions. Everyday every minute was a

struggle for him. He knows that without Bella he won't be able to survive for long but still he wanted to as he wanted justice for her.

He knew his first move to make Bella his was wrong. It was wrong that he raped her but that happened only once. He thought Bella would be alone in the prison and daily in the night, after finishing all his paper work that included papers of Bella's new identity, her new college and university papers, her new scholarships, he would visit her.

He wanted to make her feel safe and loved and that's why daily he would hug her as soon as she would enter the room and make love with her for whole night. Initially he thought Bella is angry with him and that's why she always struggled to be free but later when she stopped struggling he thought she also started responding to him.

Little did he know what Bella was thinking that time!

Little did he know that his love making was rape in her eyes!!

Little did he know that his this act didn't increase love but hatred in her heart!!!

All his plans were stopped in middle when he got the news that his father had a major accident and was in coma. He had no choice but to fly to New York immediately. He left his one of the most trusted man Ray behind at City A to take care of Bella.

He tried hundreds of time to come back to City A, to come back to his baby girl but he couldn't. Then he got the news of Bella aborting his child and after 6 months when she finished her tenure he came to know that Bella eloped somewhere. He tried his best to look for her but couldn't.

Little did he know that his baby girl was still in the same prison but was now living a life of a hell.

Henry recollected everything that was there in the video that he has seen more then thousand times in last few months. He knew that this was just like a trailer and his Bella must have suffered even more. He looked at the sky, tears were running out of his eyes,

"Bella.. please come back.. just once."

Sob.... sob....

"WILL YOU EVER FORGIVE ME my baby girl?"