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Cassie

I fell to my knees broken, completely shattered, torn to my ribs watching Knight leave. If there was anything, I had earnestly hoped he’d give me a chance. I didn’t want to be desperate for love but I was so deep in love with him and right now every wall of defense I built to make myself think I had moved on from him was completely destroyed. My heart ached and desperately yearned for him.

I was soaking in my tears, clenching my chest at the very painful sting in my heart. I always had a crush on Knight ever since I turned thirteen but over the years it grew into something so strong till I couldn’t deny it. He used to be my person, my second brother and friend but then I grew clingy and he noticed and kept his distance.

I was a desperate lover and I did everything within my power to make him like me or look at me but he never saw me as a woman not then not even now and it hurt like hell.

I wiped my tears not wishing to dwell in self pity. He’ll always be a part of my life and I had to deal with it. Maybe I had to date for real and see if my heart could beat for another.

I stood up and sighed deeply then I went in to take another shower for the morning but I couldn’t stop thinking. I was slightly tempted to come clean with Caspian and ask what I could do to get his attention but I wasn’t a kid anymore and I’d be kidding myself. Knight didn’t ever like a lady, his heart was cold to love.

After spending some lone time in my room I decided to head to Florentine’s room. Obviously Angel was with Thea, Caspian with Camilo so she was the only free one around.

I landed a knock on her door and soon it opened but I was surprised to see that Thea was the one to open the door.

“Hi….” She greeted with a smile, my eyes twitched but I returned the gesture.

“Hello….” I greeted with a smile and stepped in then I saw Camilo beaming a smile at me already. She looked like a cheerful one. I waved, greeting as well then I went to kiss Florentine a hello.

The air in here was lively and cheerful and the ladies appeared to be busy learning crotcheting skills. Although it seemed like only one of them was a learner.

I didn’t expect I’d find you guys here.” I said to the ladies hoping they understood what I was driving at. The passed each other a nervous look before turning to me.

“We spend most of our day time with Florentine.” Camilo said and I nodded passing her. I wasn’t yet comfortable with them, infact I didn’t know how to get along with them. They seemed approachable but I wasn’t used to this type of situation at the mansion. It was always me, Florentine and the men. I never talked to the whores they brought home.

“This looks pitiful ” I said picking up a piece that somewhat appeared to be a crotchet in the making or a disaster if I were to be honest.

“It’s Thea’s ….” Florentine said with an amused smile. Camilo held back her laughter while Thea looked embarrassed. “It turns out you’re not the only one pampered from birth here.” She continued clearly mocking me.

“I don’t like crotcheting, doesn’t mean I can’t do better if I learn.” I fought back even though that was a blatant lie. I bet I’d be as horrible as Thea. I didn’t even know how to do my own laundry. I really was a spoilt brat.

“I bet.” Florentine said chuckling amusingly.

“Ignore her.” Thea said taking my hands. I nodded but I noticed something off. She was pulling me aside and I looked at her quzzically.

“What?” I asked getting all defensive at her suspicious gaze.

“Are you okay?” She asked studying my face. I squinted my eyes wondering why she would think otherwise. I had been nothing but lively ever since I stepped into the room.

“Of course why do you ask?”

She looked at me doubtfully. “Have you been crying?” I blinked severally, realization hitting me. I was so obvious. I had cried intermittently while I was in my room thinking about Knight but I made sure to wash my face thoroughly, applied slight make up to cover up the dullness and yet she noticed or they all did?

I turned behind me to look at the others but they were busy and it gave me some relieve.

“Maybe … I had the edge of a book I was reading hit into my eyes.” I lied with a straight face and Thea sighed deeply. She looked unsure of herself and smiled nervously. She must probably think she was overthinking.

“Sorry… I just thought.” She said rubbing my cheek slightly. “Just be fine, we can talk anytime if you want.” Her words were calming and I nodded in response. She beamed a smile and walked past me.

I felt soothed at the concern she had just shown know. She was quite observant and I felt like a little sister to her. The feeling felt good but then it was fleeting because soon I remembered I wasn’t.

I went back to join them and Florentine handed me a snack instead like I was a kid telling me I could help myself since I couldn’t move a finger to learn. I glared at her even though I couldn’t do anything as a payback. I was used to her and Knight calling me the spoilt kid.

Florentine was like a mother figure to me now and I appreciated her for it. I felt sad remembering my mum and her condition. She was vegetative … I had to stop my thought from wandering further. I loved her but she wouldn’t be in such state if she haden’t tried to rekindle her romance with Scott, Angel’s dad. The man was no good and to think that he was happy and married to another woman angered me.

I had a grudge against my mum as well even though it didn’t feel right but to me I felt betrayed and I felt she betrayed my father for going back to Scott after everything he put her through.

I couldn’t help but think she loved Scott even while she was with my father who could have given his whole world for her.

I wanted that love but it seemed far off or maybe karma was punishing me for my mother’s betrayal.

I was loving someone who could never love me back.

“Cassie…!”

I snapped out of my thoughts looking at Camilo who seemed to have called more than once.

“Oh… Sorry. I didn’t get what you said.” I said to her before taking a quick glance at the other ladies. Apparently everyone had stopped what they were doing and now looking at me. How lost was I?

“Are you really okay?” Thea asked this time looking more serious and worried and I nodded just immediately to avoid doubts.

“Of course….” They didn’t seemed convinced.

“She called four times.” Florentine said and my lips parted in surprise.

“W-what?” I was that lost.

“Is something bothering you Cassie?” Florentine said coming to sit beside me. I let out a nervous laugh. “No… no I’m good.” I tried to act calm but failed woefully because their gaze became more intense.

“You don’t… Look very good Cassie.” She continued and I bit my lip. If Florentine noticed, she wouldn’t stop bugging me until I bulged the truth to her but there was no way I’d tell her when it had everything to do with Knight.

Although she was the only one aside Knight who knew about my feelings for him. I confessed it to her the same day I told knight. She found me crying by the corner.

“I-I was just thinking about my mum.” I said. It was true but not entirely. Her face turned sad and she welcomed me into her embrace.

“Oh Cassie….” She whispered beside my ears stroking my back soothingly while I hugged her back. The place fell silent till we broke our hug.

“Sorry….” I said laughing nervously.

“No it’s fine… You can have your moment.” Camilo said empathizing.Nôvel(D)ra/ma.Org exclusive © material.

Thea came to sit beside me and I was taken aback a bit. “Whatever it is I’m sorry it saddens you this much. ” She said. I squeezed her hand and muttered a thank you to her.

She probably wanted to know about my mum, I could tell from the look in her eyes. Angel obviously didn’t tell her.

“She’s vegetative.” I blurted. She wasn’t a complete stranger. She was Angel’s step sister. Both Thea and Camilo gasped in shock. “Don’t pity me. I’m used to it. We both are, Angel and I.” I said. I was done with the pity looks.

“We could go visit your mum together if you want.” Florentine offered and I leaned in to her shoulder.

I was allowed a silent time while they went back to their hobby.

My thoughts wandered to Knight again and it was becoming almost unbearable thinking about him. I did miss him and I did hate him. Maybe if mum was present and fine she’d advise me better. She was a preacher of love and wanted nothing more than to see her kids happy and experience true and healthy love.

Unfortunately Angel wasn’t one for love and the man I loved didn’t desire me. We were both fucked up. I laughed inwardly at how miserable it seemed to be.

“Honestly, I didn’t come here to be bored.” I said and clicked my tongue turning their attention to me.

“Uh… You can join us if you want.” Florentine suggested.

“Blah! That’s boring.”

“How about we get to know each other then?” Camilo suggested excitedly. We all exchanged glances and though it might be a good idea.

“I like that.” Yes, we were four. A lot had to be talked about.

We started off quite slowly and a bit uncomfortable but soon enough I realized this could be my perfect circle. The ladies weren’t as reserved as I had thought them to be.

Thea had shared her life as a stripper and I was amazed to find out what she had to go through in the hands of her colleague all because they were jealous of her.

“You were that good at stripping?” I had asked not because I doubted. I mean she looked fucking hot and oozed sexiness. She was in one look a ten out of ten. For a moment there I wondered if Knight might have been moved by her beauty. I sighed frustrated that I was thinking about him again.

“Of course, how did you think I got Angel’s attention which such a ridiculous amount of money staked for me in just one night.” The place fell silent and Thea had just realized how awkward it was mentioning that her stepbrother had bid to sleep with her for a night.

“Fuck… I should have left that out.” She cursed.

“Shit happens.” I said in a carefree manner trying to ease the tension in the room. “I mean I love someone I can’t have. Makes sense.” I said and laughed it off nervously, bringing another awkward silence.

“You’re in love.” Thea said suspiciously. I almost choked on my saliva.

“In the past.” I rushed my words and looked at Florentine who turned away totally leaving me to defend myself. “It’s true, I don’t yearn for anyone now.” I tried to convince further. They had to buy the lie.

“You are young but already experienced that. I didn’t even know it was a thing untill….” Thea trailed off realizing she was about to spill her secret except they already knew. They knowing gaze said it all.

“It must be hard being here against your will and being in love with someonelse.” I said to Thea creating the assumption that her supposed lover wasn’t infact Angel.

“I’d escape if I were you Thea.” I said.

“You shouldn’t advice such. You know how your brother is Cassie.” Florentine scolded.

“He’s not going to kill her.” I laughed but the seriousness in the room told me otherwise.

“You’re quite far from reality Cassie.” Florentine reminded. Of course my brother was the Don and sometimes I forgot he was ruthless still as a mafia man.

“Fuck… I guess I am.”

We tried deviating from the serious talks once more but everytime our discussions led to the men once again and how the ladies got to be here.

“So your brother owed Caspian and he had to take you as collateral. He’s an ass!”

“Cassie….” Florentine scolded again. I guess I was the only one bold enough to speak Ill about the men.

“He’s not that bad… My brother was wrong.” Camilo said.

“Of course you’d defend him.” Florentine said sounding pissed off. I was getting some dots here.

“What exactly am I missing?”

“It’s nothing.” They both chorused and I sat up getting more interested.

“Now I’m interested.”

“Oh… You don’t want to delve.” Florentine said.

“What could be more fun than spilling some tea?” I dared. I was getting the fun out this whole secrecy. I mean all three men were damn gorgeous. I couldn’t really blame thea for feeling attracted to Angel and I wouldn’t be surprised if Camilo felt same towards Caspian.

“What about you Cassie? Any love interest at the moment.”

Fuck! Florentine outdid me. While I was trying to catch some fun hearing the girls tea’s I forget I had my own secret to keep.

“Sure… A pretty girl like you ought to have someone. An admirer at least.” Thea was persuasive and fucking yes I had admirers but my heart was too invested in someonelse to care about them.

I relaxed back in my chair. I definitely wasn’t going to let out my secret.

“None and I don’t have a love interest. I’m fine by myself.”

The girls felt disappointed with my answer but I had my peace. If anything one fact was established. The three of us had a love interest amongst the men.