Chapter 640 Are You Jasper?
Bellamy had told her that the assassination attempt was only part of his plan.
There were times where she had suspected that Bellamy was not Jasper. However, she did not want to think about that anymore.
If he was not Jasper, then where did the real Jasper go?
She dared not think about it.
As a psychologist, she had troubles that other people did not have, for she understood the nature of people too well.
She knew that people would subconsciously reject pain and suffering. When faced with the truth, people would often choose to believe in the truth that they want to believe in. After all, everyone in this world had a subjective prejudice.
She was no exception.
“Elvis, Jasper is by my side now. I believe in him more than anyone. There are things that cannot be proven, and we must not think too much. It is not good for our judgment, and it will only get us in deeper waters. We should make a long-term plan about the secret which Mrs. Zane had planned to reveal. Now, the most important thing is to attend to Lynette’s injuries. I don’t want to lose either of you,” Stella said earnestly.
“Understood, Madam,” Elvis replied sincerely.
Stella hung up the phone. She did not want to work today. She took a shower and lay on the bed. She fell asleep in a daze soon after.
She dreamed of Jasper, but in her dream, he only looked at her deeply and did not say anything.
However, she felt immense pain in her heart. It was a pain that came from her core. She rushed over and hugged him.
However, he seemed unreachable, and she couldn’t hug him no matter how hard she tried. Depressed, she knelt on the ground and looked at him with tears in her eyes. “Don’t leave me, please.”
He seemed to be crying too as his eyes were wet. He walked towards her reluctantly.
She tugged on his clothes and said, “Don’t leave me. If you have to leave, let’s go together. I feel very lonely.”
She cried and cried.
Jasper still said nothing. He merely stroked her head and sighed.
She watched him slowly disappear from her sight.
“No!” She shouted hysterically. She was too sad. When she opened her eyes, her face was already drenched with tears. She vaguely saw Jasper sitting on the edge of her bed and looking at her worriedly.
She hugged him impulsively and said pitifully, “I dreamed that you left again.”
Bellamy looked at her, and comforted her softly, “I’m not going anywhere. It was just a dream. Dreams are different from reality.”
“If you really have to leave, then you have to take me with you. I don’t want to be alone. I don’t have a father nor a mother. I only have you.”
“We still have our child.”
Stella cried. She did not know why, but she felt a little depressed today.
She knew that she had done wrong by Dante. Ever since Dante was born, she had never fulfilled her duty as a mother.
She once hated Celine, but that was when she was still very young. When Celine was about to leave, she cut Stella’s wrist with a knife. She wanted to take her away with her.
She knew that others may think that she was mentally ill. She knew that she would be spurned and insulted by others, and they would scold her for not sparing her own daughter.
Stella did not understand it in the past, and it left a chill in her heart. However, she finally understood it now.
Celine was reluctant to see her suffer in this world. She did not want her to be alone. She was also worried that she would be bullied by others after she died. She was worried that she would have a hard time.
Dante had his own adopted parents, and they treated him better than she had ever done. They gave their all to love Dante.
She really was a failure and a coward. She was not as strong as she had imagined herself to be.
“I’m sorry,” Stella choked on her words.
When she was young, she used to like an author called Marilyn. Marilyn had an unfortunate life. When she was about to marry her boyfriend, he died. After that, she met a person called Hersey, and she stayed with him for several years. They loved each other very much. Unexpectedly, Hersey also died in an accident at a young age.
She had promised her parents that she would live well, and that she would take good care of them.
However, the pain and loneliness that she felt was something that only she could understand.
She wrote a letter of regret and apologized to her parents. For the first time in her life, she broke her promise and chose to commit suicide.
It was true that outsiders would think that she was insensible, but only she herself knew about all those sleepless nights.
She could not live without Jasper. She simply couldn’t.
Bellamy held her in his arms and sighed. “You must live well.”
“I’m sorry,” She could only say those two words. She looked at him with teary eyes. She said in between sobs, “Jasper, tell me the truth, that you really are Jasper. Don’t lie to me.”
She had thought about what Elvis had said over and over. That was the most sensible and reasonable explanation.
However, she really did not want to believe it.
Bellamy looked at her deeply. He nodded and said, “Who else could I be, if not Jasper?”
He patted her head, and touched her face, “You could touch me and feel me. My face and voice haven’t changed, but I had no choice but to change my character. After my matters are settled, I will become the old Jasper once again. Haven’t we already done a paternity test? I could get Dante back here and we could do it one more time.”
Stella shook her head. She hugged him tightly again. She closed her eyes and said, “I believe you. If you say so, I believe you.”
Bellamy caressed her back and said, “Alright, it is almost dawn. Have a good rest. Our child still needs to sleep.”
“Okay,” Stella’s eyes turned red. She broke free from Bellamy’s embrace and lay on one side, then patted the space next to her. “Don’t leave tonight. You should have a good rest too. I told you not to come, yet you still came. I don’t want you to suffer so much.”
“It was a good thing I came. Look at yourself, you are crying like this. What would happen if I did not come here?” Bellamy said helplessly.
“It was just a nightmare,” Stella explained.
“Go to sleep. I will leave after you fall asleep. I have a lot of things to do today,” Bellamy said softly.
“Okay,” Stella sighed. “I’m sorry, for making you worry about me.”
Bellamy let out a soft sigh. “Having someone in my heart who is worthy of my concern is good. It gives me motivation.”
After that, Stella closed her eyes.
In truth, she wanted him to let go of everything and leave with her.
However, she knew that no matter what she said, it was just going to be a burden to Jasper.
If Jasper really wanted to let go of everything and leave, he absolutely would.
She was exhausted from crying, so she dozed off again.
Bellamy covered her with the quilt before getting up. Then, he walked towards the secret passage.
His phone vibrated. He immediately answered the call when he realized it was from the scientific research team, “What’s the matter?”
“Mr. Chuck, Mr. Milton is not doing well. His blood pressure is low. If he does not wake up soon, he may not even be able to stay alive.”
“I don’t care what means you have to use, you have to ensure that he lives. If he dies, all of you will die with him,” Bellamy said irrationally.Content © NôvelDrama.Org 2024.
The other side was silent for a few seconds, “The United States has a very powerful scientific research team. There was once an agent who was shot in the brain and became brain-dead. He was bedridden for two years, but they managed to save him. He lives a normal life now and he also remembers everything from the past.”