Chapter 61: Fear of falling for him
ALPHA TAHIRA
TAHIRA.
I watched him order the maids on what to do while I crossed my arms under my breasts watching his every move.
Even his steps and the way he pointed his fingers were graceful.
He behaves as if he was getting featured for an award or something.
He had calmly told me to sit somewhere until the room was set but I ignored him blatantly.
He had no right to tell me what to do.
They removed the white sheets and my eyes flew to it,the memories flashing and flooding straight to my brain.
The way he fisted his fingers in the sheets, squeezing it so hard to suppress his moans.
Gawwd!!
Was it the way he made me moan out in ecstasy as he pounded into me, whispering sweet words to my ear and staring at me like gold, like I was the most special thing that ever existed in his life. I hate it!
I hated the fact that I had to fall for him in such a short time of losing my memories and still remembering how stupid and dumb I was.
I hated the fact that he still affected me despite being mad at me.
I just want him out as soon as possible so I'll be able to gather my sanity.
I never get distracted, ever!!
"It's done." He said and the view was perfect.
"Get out!" I snapped and walked away to the wardrobe.
"Tahira..." he whispered but I shot him a glare.
"Get the fuck out Seven!" I growled.
"Get mad at me all you want, I don't care but learn to control the Con Dar..."
"Or else, it will destroy me. I know that. The moon goddess clearly told me that, Can you now fuck off?"
He swallowed, looking speechless.
"Fine, I'll leave but just know that everything I did was out of pure destiny. It was still meant to happen somehow.
If you're mad I killed the King, I'm not sorry. If you're mad I left you in the dungeon, I'm sorry. I actually wanted to kidnap you to my pack cause there was no way I was going to let such beauty out of my sight. I acted out of impulse and it was wrong." He sighed and came closer but I shifted backwards.
"Can't you let it go?"
"Are you done with the trash talk?" He smiled and bit his lips which made me want to slap him for looking so sexy.
"Whatever happened between us after your selfish act was a stupid, dumb, naive and blind Tahira.
She's dead and will not come back.
You don't belong here Seven, why are you still here?
Whatever trashy feeling you have should be shoved down in your throat down to your intestines. Nothing will ever go on between us, bury the memories, everything and flush it.
I'm betrothed to the King of Seven in one pack and I remain his queen."
I uttered and glared at him and he nodded.
"I know, but I'm in love with the king's betrothed no matter how much she hates me.
I will leave after your coronation, just promise me one thing."
I frowned.
"What?"
"Set the others free from the dungeon."
"You're crazy!" I yelled.
"That's the only thing I want from you and Aiden,just set the Lycans free."
"They are never coming out!! No Lycan is taking over any pack."
"It's a plea and also a command, Tahira. That's one reason I'm not destroying the pack. You don't have a choice."
I scoffed.
"Then you have to kill me first!" I slammed.
"I will only destroy you in your rage Tahira, there's no need arguing about this. Aiden is releasing the Lycans and there's nothing anybody else will do. I would have done that after I killed the Queen but I stopped because of you. I didn't kill anyone and force anything anymore when I clearly had the power to do so. Don't make this hard for us."
He pleaded and I swallowed.
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I hissed at how right he sounded and blamed myself ten times over for letting him out in the first place.
All these wouldn't have happened.
"I fell for you because of your heart. It's pure.
So no matter how much you regret helping me, it won't change the fact that you did what you must out of kindness and it's what makes you unique." "Get out Seven!"
He smiled and reached to touch me but I slapped it away.
He bit his lip and glanced around before leaving the room slowly in graceful steps.
I released a shaky breath and sighed, I hated the fact that he was right.
I mean, he was all powerful and he just got released from a dungeon he had been confined in for years but he chose to stop everything the moment I was shot.
No matter how hard I try to tag him as the worst creature betraying me, for killing the king and turning the place into a total uproar, there's a warm side of him. A light glow that brightens anyone's darkness.
He saved Aiden right before my face when he could have killed or left him there to fulfill his personal wishes.
And the most dangerous thing I'm feeling right now is fear.
Fear of losing my shit when he finally leaves.
Fear of falling for him.
Fear of getting hurt.